“Make the most of yourself…
for that is all there is of you.”
― Ralph Waldo Emerson
Imagine yourself sitting between your entire family, all of your friends, every person you have ever come into contact with throughout your life. All there – at your own funeral. One by one, they step up to the altar, and give a speech. Some recount whole stories or episodes, others just a few short words about how they remembered you. Now, I don’t know who you are, what your viewpoint upon life is, or your situation within it. I’ve no idea what you have been through or what you are going through at this particular moment, but, here is a question to ask yourself regarding this image of being at your own funeral – “how would others remember you?” What is the image you are giving out to the world around you right now? Because whatever that image is, you are creating it at this precise moment. Your family, your friends, and everyone you have met along your life’s path, will remember and talk about you from that image you are projecting to them. This article is by no means a judgment on how you should live your life, but simply to expand upon the thought “how closely are you truly living your life to the person you are and want to be?” Picturing yourself at your own funeral, calling upon death and using it while still being alive, while still having the chance and opportunity to take a different course and turn it around, is one of the most powerful ways of tackling some of the most important questions in life. Namely, am I living my life to its fullest potential? Do I live with regrets? Turning and facing death while still alive, allows you to shine a light onto your life while you still have it to live.
Ask yourself the question, “How do you want others to remember you?” Don’t misunderstand the question though. This isn’t about living up to the expectations of someone or impressing other people. Instead it is about this – did you make yourself proud? If your life suddenly ends today, would you be able to die with a smile on your face knowing you made yourself proud? Would the stories and memories told over the head of your dead body at your funeral be the ones that you would love to hear? If the answer to that question is a resounding yes, then you are doing yourself justice. Keep on doing what you are doing, live how you are living.
If however, you have doubts, a lingering sense of shame or feelings of regret, then take a moment to revise the current story you are writing. If you are a drug addict or an alcoholic, if you are not going after your true passion, not being true to yourself, if you are lying or cheating all the time… whatever it is, know that you still have ‘now’ to change all that. The pen is still in your hands, it is still under your control. But understand very clearly that it might not be tomorrow. Allow death to guide you to live more truly to yourself by imagining your own funeral and keep on recalling this scenario throughout your life.